New territory

I have acquired a new label. I am now "Neutropenic", which doesn't sound particularly flattering as adjectives go. In truth it's simply a new health category so I look forward to not having to carry the label forever. However, with a new health situation comes the need to seek encouragement from sources that have always been available but that will now become more in focus for me. Psalm 46 more than fits the bill this morning.
The very first verse reads, "God is our [my] refuge and strength, always ready to help in times of trouble." "Always".....not sometimes, not conditional. How encouraging is that!
Then I go to verse 2, which assures me that I will not need to fear "...when earthquakes come and the mountains crumble into the sea." When compared to these catastrophes my challenges pale, so I truly have no need to fear.
Verse 5 assures me that when God dwells in a city, it cannot be destroyed. It may be a stretch, but this morning I am considering my body to be that city that cannot be destroyed. I can then claim the promise of the second portion of that verse, "From the very break of day, God will protect it." Absolutely no worries!
There is much more to consider in this beautiful psalm but my focus today will simply be on the words of verse 10a, which encourage me to, "Be still, and know that I am God."

On the health front:
Neutropenic means that my white blood cell count is unacceptably low. With that category comes new precautions: Limited interaction with people in order to reduce the chance of infection, taking temps several times daily, some food restrictions and general vigilance on physical signs that might indicate that something is "off".
Fortunately there is an injection that boosts white cell production. I have had one so far and will probably require more depending on what the lab work reveals. Abnormally low white cell numbers=temporary suspension of chemo infusions=longer treatment schedule=delayed PET scan=longer wait to see if this has all been worthwhile.
I am opting for as fast a track as possible to further understanding of where we are medically. Spiritually, my Great Physician is providing all the treatment I need. Thank You, Lord, for Your continuing faithfulness.