I'm doing just what I shouldn't be doing this morning: I'm wasting my time of respite by being anxious about the re-introduction of my oral chemo pill in a few days. As I anticipate what's in store for me in my quiet time I am praying that I will read the words that will ease me back into the attainable state of contentment for the few days of freedom that remain.
"It is always possible to be thankful for what is given rather than complain about what is not given."-Elisabeth Elliot (The Tremendous Power of Prayer). Lord, help me to be content with the gifts of today.
"It is the nature of grace to turn water into wine, that is, to turn the water of affliction into the wine of heavenly consolation."-Jeremiah Burroughs (Rare Jewel of Christian Contentment). Lord, the benefits of the wine of heavenly consolation far outweigh the benefits of earthly wine, and You know how I do miss that glass of earthly wine that I'm not allowed to enjoy during treatment!
"I guarantee you will always have problems in this life, but they must not become your focus. When you feel yourself sinking in the sea of circumstances, say, 'Help me, Jesus!' and I will draw you back to Me. If you have to say that thousands of times daily, don't be discouraged. I know your weakness and I meet you in that very place."-Sarah Young (Jesus Calling). Lord, how can I not be content with a promise like that?
"Do not look forward to the changes and chances of this life in fear. Rather look at them with full hope as they arise. God, Whose you are, will deliver you out of them. Do not look forward to what may happen tomorrow. The same everlasting Father Who cares for you today will take care of you tomorrow, and every day. Either He will shield you from suffering or He will give you unfailing strength to bear it."-Frances de Sales (Streams in the Desert).
"Lo, I am with you all the appointed days."-Matthew 28:20 (Variorum Version).
Perfect words for what will be a perfect day! Attitude adjustment complete. Don't you love it when that happens?
On the health front:
Radiation treatments are going well and we're finding that the mood of the radiation room is just as upbeat as was the mood in the chemo room. I just need to adjust to this lack of energy and continue to fight the urge to lie down in the parking lot on the way back to the car after treatment for a nice nap.
Not only will I Choose Joy today, I will Choose Contentment!
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